Sunday, January 8, 2012
All my roommates are here! Hannah and Ten ; they are awesome. I'm excited about the new semester with them, and also a little nervous, because last semester was a little rough getting used to living with each other. But I prayed about this semester and learning to live with them, and I've learned that majority of whether it works for the better or not depends on my attitude in the situation. So I've also prayed that God would give me a positive attitude and a different way of viewing my roommates and different situation I find myself in with living with them, and He's already blessed me with a good attitude, and I think it's gonna be a good year! God is awesome in the way he works and its sweet to see Him answer my prayer about my roommates so quickly!
Another thing that's been on my mind lately, and especially today, is the Navigators at my school. For some reason, I haven't heard all of the details yet, they are just going to let us fizzle out to nothing, including not sending staff directors. We have been student-led for the last year, as far as I know and since I've been involved, and it was looking good about getting a staff director next semester, in the fall. I don't know what caused the change in mind. This whole situation's kind of rattled my faith, because ever since I became involved with the Navs last spring semester and began working with them this summer, I've felt like this is where God wants me to be and what He wants me to be doing. The Navs have been a huge part my spiritual growth in the past year, and now with this happening the way it is, it's causing me to question whether I've actually been listening to God. Although, the more I think about it, I know with confidence that the Lord wanted me to be introduced to the Navs and so with that said, now I'm finding it hard to trust that this is His will. He's got this all planned out. Gosh, so much stuff to think about, and it's about not knowing what's going to happen and just trusting the Lord to guide me in the right direction, and that it's going to work out. Which is super hard for me because I like to know what's going on. I don't like too much mystery in my life and definitely no surprises. And all of this is a surprise. But God's plan will prevail, His will will be done. I'm praying about it.

On a completely random side note, the meat for my meatloaf is still frozen. This makes me mad. And sad.

Right now -- about to check my thawing meat and then play Sims. School's tomorrow.

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